Can I do IT?

What can I do? It's not about the the song that i love 'What Can I Do' by The Corrs but simply

What can I do to improve myself..to be the better ME..

yes, I always,at least up until recently ..to always be positive...believing to that You Can do whatever you want in your life..the goals you wanna achieve..like right now..i want to be the best of myself..

maybe i should be a little bit more specific...

I want to have the best qualities of Heart and Mind of a Noble Woman..umm..to name a few, my mum, umm Siti Khadijah, Muhammad's First wife and yeah i guess that's it..

umm.. okay..my brother is bugging the rap out of me right now..he really wants to use the Lappie.. okay one brief conclusion here..

yes yes yes

I Can Do It..

as long as I follow the Ways of Islam..

InsyaAllah...~

Do I Agree to this saying?

Before you guys jump to random conclusions. I'm not here to make any controversy what so ever, please clear your minds and off the nasty images you might have right now and i'd like to say that.. I'm just Saying...

First of all, I'd like to give credit to the person who come up the above saying -who ever that is. I suppose, he or she might had or still having difficulties in finding one. Or he or she might observe his or her friends on how hard it is or it was to meet real friends.

I suppose I too have troubles Reading people's intention and inner thoughts towards me...I don't call it suspicious, that  whenever someone come up to me and be nice to me wants something out of or from me..but it is true. I call it 'Being Cautious'.

Yes people, I have trouble making friends because I don't simply give in. It takes only a few minutes for me to realise that they are trying to squeeze the juice out of me.

Now, now.. I'm not trying to potray myself as a victim of the situation here but, I'm just saying..

So far, in my life, there's only a few that i consider as friends seriously I don't have best friends because they ended up being my enemy. Sometimes, i feel like it is good to have enemies because it reminds me of the things i don't want to repeat.

So, I'm not gonna tell you who are my friends... but let's just say that my friends, they Accept Me, The Real Me.. the one that nobody else understand and want to get close to. My friend does not kiss my ass! instead they give advises when they know what i did was wrong and made me see what i did was not likeable at all, wanting to see me succeed in whatever I do in my life,wants me to be happy..wanting me to change for the better and always comfort me instead of me comforting them and plus they know some of my secrets that i let nobody i mean nobody else know about them and I'm sure they still hold on to my secrets-and for that i Thank You!

In A NutShell..

the answer for the saying above is YES, I AGREE. Friends are like Boobs.. some are big,some are small ..some are real and some are just fake.

The End.